Chapter 2 - Life

Life isn’t all Ha Ha He He!!
Before you proceed assuming, I'm writing a review on the book by Meera Syal or on the movie with the same name.
Statutory Warning: What you are going to read is a grey confession of a writer stuck between the black and white shades of life.
Seen on of the msn's names in my fren list - Life is a f****ing joke and I don't get dear it stands true for me as well even I could never get what life is all about.
Am still to being struck by enlightenment; perhaps I need to go to the Himalayas and stand on one leg, trying to figure out the jargon "Life"(guess that’s the way these yogis and sadhus- the truth seekers get to know everything..sorry my knowledge about truth seekers is limited to bollywood movies..n books..only)

I have always pictured life as roller coaster ride..going up and down the rails enjoying...getting petrified..the sudden rush of adrenaline..but overall an treasure..
I have always believed that like roller coaster when you are cruising upwards the anticipation of reaching at top is most exciting and then the view from top is awesome. Just like life, while you are on top you are having the fun enjoying everything..wearing rose colored sunglasses.
But then comes the free fall...the tumble...when u start sliding towards the bottom..of course like life with a hint of optimism(just like life who always gives u a shade of light in the drak)..that you would rise...
Hence I always keep on repeating..enjoy the view at the top..coz when you hit the bottom you are not sure when you going to rise again..
Well this indeed is my logic of life..but what am confused about rite where am I?? cruising upwards, at the top..or sliding towards the depths...n honestly its really difficult..
That’s how life has been for me always...a unique "Conundrum"...

Thinking About The Days When I Was Young
and Life Was Looking Pretty…
It's Hard To Commit When All You Think Is
Life's A Joke
Breathing It In When All You Want Is Gone
and Life Is Looking Shitty...
It's Hard To Admit When All You Think Is
Life's A Joke
.................The Speaks Band
Wish I could see the light at the end of tunnel..(hoping I would..)
A diehard optimist for you..
P.S. Thanks to all who commented on my last blog..Please keep it coming..

Who am I??

One of the most difficult questions that could be ever asked to you..
(At least I think so..)

But for some of the intellects out there..this must be a pretty silly question..
(Afterall all you need to do is give your introduction..My name is...Blah Blah..N I did my schooling from..blah blah..)

Well am not talking about my Introduction..But Who am I really??

A dreadful which I have still not been able to figure the answer to..
(Guess what am almost 26..n still am clueless about my true identity..)..its not that i have never thought about it..i think about it..n by the time I could take down the notes..the moments melts away...

Have always been racing against time..thts how my life always has been..

Am just another face in the crowd..perhaps not deserving a second look while walking on the road..
(Dunno maybe sumbudy mite be checking out..neva checked it myself..)

Well am
A son..trying to live up to the expectations of his parents..A brother..who is seriously trying hard to keep peace..with his sister..A friend..who doesn't get time to socialize n meet with his buddies...

See as u would have realized by now..I more or less each one of you.. reading the blog..

Aint we all trapped...waiting to get free....

You know they got me trapped in this prison of seclusion
Happiness, living on the streets is a delusion..
Even a smooth criminal one day must get caught
Shot up or shot down with the bullet that he bought
....2 Pac - Trapped

Do let me know If I have any found any clones of me out dere...would love to know more about you...

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